From our doula as well as our pediatrician. Twyla's weight went down 4 oz from her birth weight, but a small dip is normal. It appears that there isn't a danger of jaundice, and Twyla has been sleeping, eating, and pee/poopin' as normal. We see the pediatrician again on Wednesday for another well-baby checkup. Lori Beth, our doula, visited this afternoon and taught Hannah some more breast-feeding tips. Breastfeeding, sayeth Hannah, is both intuitive and, well, not. We definitely benefit from the years of experience that Lori Beth has accumulated, and is now passing on to us. Woman to woman, just as the birth and new-born process ought go.
I went into work for a half day in the afternoon. I had taken off Tuesday thru Thursday to be able to fully surf the wave of our new daughter Twyla that rose through the body-mind-spirit of Hannah. And the moment I walked into work (Fridays at my advertising agency are pretty slow, especially in the summer) I bumped into a graphic designer/art director cat whom I actually don't talk to much, or haven't. But I chatted with him first thing, as I walked to my desk. He wished me congratulations, and that he didn't even know we were expecting. He then showed me pictures of his two daughters, ages 4 and 6. He said, "this is why I come to work...know what I mean?" And then, quickly, "I bet you are getting to know what I mean, eh?" And the answer to that is, yes. For god's sake, yes.
Born at 9:15 AM, CST, this morning, right on her due date. 7 lbs, 1 oz. 19.25 inches long. Mom and baby are doing awesome, and the three of us are spending a free night in the hospital and will be home tomorrow morning. Grandpas and grandmas visited today for a couple hours. Twyla is beautiful, very healthy, and took to Hannah's breast right away (as well as my pinkie finger). Hannah was a superhero throughout. Together we labored all night (haven't slept yet), then the doulas came over at 4 am for the most difficult stage of labor. Then at 7 am we went to the hospital, where we found out that Hannah was already at 10 cm and ready to push. 2.5 hours later, and after some sort of wonderwomen strength called from somewhere really deep, she pushed out our little girl, with the masterful help and coaching of our beloved midwife, Martha. No drugs whatsoever, no procedures except a couple sutures to mend a couple natural tears. So Hannah's gonna have a sore bottom but she'll be fine. We are both so proud, so overwhelmed, so turned on, so humbled, and so grateful for our little Twyla. Or in a single word, wow.
[E]very artistic act, though it may die on the vine, though its author may go unrecognized in his/her lifetime, is like a white blood cell pumped to the surface of a lacerated Earth. By itself it does little to quell the bloodflow, but as it dies and knits with other dead blood cells, a scab forms, the bleeding stops, the wound heels, and the organism regains its health.
And that is why art, good art, is in and of itself healing. Not because it sits in a 'healing bin' at the local store, or because it gets showy about chakras, frequencies, or quote-unquote sacred colors. Art that uses those raw materials may be good art, but it is good not because of those, but, like any good art, is a vivified artifact of an extension of consciousness of an artist who is able to spontaneously cross over his or her edge.
This is why fear and the acceptance of fear is so wedded to artwork production so as to be nearly inseparable. Same goes for the acceptance of the mundane, which as I suggest in "The Flows of Art & Fear" essay, works in tandem with fear to act as both an artificial damn of artist intuition, but also a useful test for the artist to take, and then, afterwards, self-assess. What are my edges? What do I fear? What is right in front of my nose? That this dynamic of visionary inquiry-into-form can transpire at the level of the entire planet both raises the stakes, and, thankfully, amplifies the resonance.
So sayeth the incomparable Jay Mariotti in his column from today's Chicago Sun-Times. His kosmic kwote:
To call Armstrong the most inspirational athlete of our time wouldn't be syrupy or the least bit wrong. There have been more beloved sports icons, like Muhammad Ali. And more imperial, like Woods. And more prolific, like Wayne Gretzky. And more transcendent, like Babe Ruth. But the pedaler from Texas has one-upped them all in one sense: emerging from chemotherapy hell eight years ago with a single-minded rage. He channeled his anger every summer in an event most Americans barely knew existed until he started winning every year and drove home lessons about hope and will. Not only was a former cancer patient surviving, he was thriving. Which explains why his LIVE STRONG bracelets remain a global accessory and further evidence that Armstrong, because of the disease he toppled, has made more impact for humankind that any athlete since maybe Jackie Robinson.
Hey friends! With the imminent birth of our daughter, and the August heat, I've made the decision that for the month of August, The Daily Goose will be primarily a photo blog. I might pop in here and there with some text blog entries (yes, of course I'll let you all know the soonest I can when our daughter takes her first earthly breaths). And just cuz it is so much fun, I'll continue to post MP3s here and there, goose drops and the like. And maybe some vocalization from our daughter!!! If she wants to, that is.
I've been blogging straight for basically over two years, and heavily blogging since last November. So this is a short break from word entries to replenish that well. Thus the month of August is an experiment with visual images, and telling stories thru them. I'll be back full-bore starting September 1, with a full compliment of everything you have come to love from The Daily Goose -- word + sound + image, as a semi-conscious extension of polysemous consciousness. Also, I've had some glimpses of what might be my next album -- its tentative title is 'Life Thru Glass' and perhaps there will be a chamber/electronic vibe. Stay tuned on that front.
Thanks, everyone, for your continued readership, your support, and your reader responses. I definitely couldn't do this site without y'all, and frankly, I wouldn't want to.
This morning I got a walking cast for my left leg, and I got a shorter arm cast, below my elbow. So I can walk! And I have my elbow back! Because of this, I now can be more of a physical presence in the birthing wing. If Hannah needs to take a walk, I can go with her. Or if she needs someone to sit behind her and rub her shoulders, I can mostly do that. I am very relieved. And in two weeks, looks more and more like I'll be out of casts altogether. Gonna be payin' hospital bills for this little jogging accident for the next 12 months, but, alas -- thems the breaks.
Well...my due date encroaches. Technically, I am due on Tuesday, but less than 5% of babies arrive on their due dates. I am anxious for the big day to arrive. I vascilate between wanting it to come and a serious case of stage fright. But, mostly I am ready to not be pregnant any more. And the heat wave is indeed contributing to this feeling! Although, according to the books, I'll sweat out a lot of this excess fluid after delivery, and quite frankly, I can't imagine sweating more than I already am!! Yeessh.
Our midwife appointment today went fine. Martha answered the myriad questions I had, and sent me off with a kiss on the cheek! She really is a sweetheart, and I hope she's on duty when I 'go'. I was also assured that the hospital has plenty of popsicles on hand for me to much on during labor. Before this summer, I couldn't stand ice in my drinks, and now I think it's the best part...mmm crunching on ice!
I thought for sure this past Monday was going to be the day because that is when our car decided to die. And die decisively it did. The starter stopped starting and the transmission locked up. So, it sits in a car cemetary somewhere. My father-in-law is very generously lending us one of his rides for a couple of weeks...with my big belly and Matt still in casts 'new-to-us' car shopping isn't what you might call appealing right now. And, despite my predictions otherwise, I did not birth our baby on the El train during rush hour.
Not much else is brewing around our household. Matt is due for a short arm cast and a walking cast on his ankle tomorrow, so keep your fingers crossed that that all goes to plan! I will be SO excited when he can walk again!
Oh, and keep it in the back of your brains that we're thinking of having a Welcoming Ceremony for Bean the weekend after Labor Day weekend...I think that's like the 9th of September? It will be a pot-luck at a location TBD. Official email and phone calls will go out soon, I'm sure.
This afternoon I was supposed to do laundry and dishes, but that might get postponed in favor of a nap! Love, Hannah
[There is a] sort of liberalism that swept out the old anti-communist pro-America greatest-gen types in favor of internationalist radicalism that sought to remake nearly every social, intellectual, artistic and political institution in the culture. In order to get the new utopia into place, nearly everything traditional had to be detonated. The symphonic tradition gave way to atonalism, the classical architectural vocabulary was jettisoned for acres of bleak concrete bunkers, dead white males were swept from the ciriculuum, and the family – well, it could stay, as long as it wasn’t granted any particular importance over other social models.
Capitalist products are another version of the art works flooding western culture. The portable framed painting appeared at the birth of modern commerce in the early Renaissance. Capitalism and art have challenged and nourished each other ever since. Capitalist and artist are parallel types: the artist is just as amoral and acquisitive as the capitalist, and just as hostile to competitors. That in the age of the merchant-prince art works are hawked and sold like hot dogs supports my argument but is not central to it. Western culture is animated by a visionary materialism. Apollonian formalism has stolen from nature to make a romance of things, hard, shiny, crass, and willful.
I love the soundbyte of 'visionary materialism'. It reminds me that artwork is the dynamic of artist intuition, which is framed in materials used, presented in a venue, and responded to by audiences' intuitions. Intuition is the river of vision that liquifies the artistic process. Intuition flows through our human skin. It is sourced by our deepest human breath-forces. It animates form. It pierces our perceptual filters. It cannot be contained, and only barely controlled. And intuition is capital, or value, that is traded in the exchange that is the interpretive moment.
From today's Chicago Sun-Times comes this story, which begins:
It looks like Daylight Saving Time is about to be extended, and that has child safety and fire prevention advocates riled.
Congressional leaders of both parties have signed off on a proposal, being considered in Washington this week, to start Daylight Saving Time on the first Sunday in March and end on the last Sunday of November. They say it would save energy.
This is yet another reminder of how aribitrary our sense of linear time is, how our lives are so structured by this arbitrariness, how linear time is entirely a product of the mind that seeks direction where none exists, and how different our lives would be if we did not subscribe to a sequential ordering of the durations of our days.
Here are some inquiries for all you crazy integral scholars...Crazy like a fox!
Wilber oft-cites his famous four quadrants diagram, the one found in SES as well as in his most recent works and papers. This is the one that has four diagonal lines that go, in turn, from prehension to vision-logic, atoms to complex neocortex, galaxies to planetary, and physical/pleromatic to centauric. He discusses it with terms such as, "In the Upper Right....," or "In the Upper Left...". Yet...
Ought we not reasonably ask, "upper left of what?" "upper right of what?" or even, "four quadrants of what?" What is the specific identity of the larger context which Wilber's famous four-quadrants diagram views, or is a view of?
And...
If there is not a larger context, one that is sensible, then how is this picture, interesting as it may be, not a bunch of context-free truths (or proposed truths)? And isn’t truth without context not allowed, by Wilber’s own admission?
Two good post that round up problems with the theory, here and here. To me, problems with SD (which as a 'theory' is slightly more acceptable than as a 'science') can rightly be viewed as an indictment of Wilber and his methods as a scholar, as well. This is not piling on. Remember, Wilber swallowed SD whole, over several books and on his various websites. I bet he now is attempting to poop it out, quietly, so as to save face in the long run (witness his new, nearly SD-free PDF, as well as his reduction of the theory to mere 'values line', without, again, much evidence or deductive reasoning as to why that is an accurate formulation).
But, if true that he seeks to distance his work from SD, Beck, Cowan, and even Graves, this speaks more about Wilber's intellectual digestive system than anything else. It is becoming apparent that he has veered dangerously close to being an intellectually dishonest scholar, no longer a scholar you can trust to accurately interpret and summarize the primary sources he cites/footnotes, someone who uses (in the worst sense of the term) others' work for personal gain (also known as 'cherry-picker philosophy'), and not a scholar whose claims of inclusivity appear to be accurate.
But don't believe me. Check for yourself, using your own research as well as the guideposts of the growing number of thinkers who, through blogs and the www, are actually taking the time to fact-check Wilber's work. This is not in the spirit of deconstruction, but of honest inquiry that midwives a worldview -- maybe, an 'integral' worldview - in a natural, patient, organic, and intellectually honest way. Makes one wonder who needs a Wilber university when we have a blogosphere filled with more and more dedicated, talented, insightful, openminded but skeptical scholar/bloggers?
I sent the him a note, so I thought I'd post it here. In case you are both familiar with integral and have not heard of Mr Falk, here is his blog, with links to other aspects of his work, including his book Stripping the Gurus. This is a slightly edited version of the letter I wrote him.
I do want to say again that I think his criticism of DASHH was way over the line, oftentimes just mean, and frankly misdirected. I sincerely hope that Mr Falk continues to channel his obvious energy and intellectual capacity towards Wilber and other so-called gurus, and not towards towards people like DASHH that are more sympathetic to Falk's deeper thesis than perhaps he realizes. It is ok to mix things up when we are talking, essentially, about often dry subjects, but that can easily happen without excessive dismissals of a personal nature. A little bit of that approach we can tolerate, but let's keep those doses small and stick to the intellectual tasks at hand. My perspective, anyway.
Hi Mr Falk,
Just a short note to say that I support your courageous examination of Wilber. He is the only one of your subjects that I in any way can comment upon, given that my experience with your list of gurus begins and ends with Wilber. Having considered his work for the past seven years, and been the lead art scholar for his pet university project for 16 months, before I resigned the position, I can say that all aspects of Wilber -- the man, the work, the institutions, the immediate culture (to follow his four quadrants) -- appear to me to be, in various degrees, deeply problematic. The work can be brilliant in moments but at the end of the day, I believe it is rightly seen as 'spiritual philosophy' that attempts commentary upon other fields of life with very mixed results.
He has moxie (which can entertain), exhibits erudition (which can edify), and a unique tonality (which some claim can enlighten) , but speaking as a person who has given this much serious thought over many years, I can personally report that I find his work is only helpful to the field of art (which includes artistry, artifact production, institutions, and interpretation) when tempered with the work of many other thinkers, Paglia, McLuhan, Inayat Khan, Scruton, Coomaraswamy, Housen, Gardner, and Mathieu being those most helpful to my work as an art philosopher and composer who seeks to formulate and demonstrate integral art philosophy, useful and illuminating to others.
In the context of those more careful and intellectually honest philosopher/thinkers, Wilber's work appears even more to be speculation -- at times informed speculation, to be sure (I've walked through Wilber's personal library) that sometimes gets you in the general ballpark of where you want to go (if you don't already know), but speculation nonetheless. The comedy arises when one then thinks of the attempts for a Wilber university -- which because it is based so much on the work of that one man, can be seen as something altogether a bit off-putting: institutionalized speculation based upon the agenda of one dude and his cultish followers.
All cultures are first made by cults and cult-like passion, so we ought not feel revulsion at that prospect, per se. But we can realize what the true nature of what the Wilber culture is -- the fervent appreciation for Wilber's brand of speculation -- and what it isn't -- namely, not nearly as comprehensive as it claims to be. Nor do I think it is ultimately all that practical a philosophy (though at times a step in that direction), which while not an explicit claim of Wilber's team of public relations writers, is nonetheless a blow against anyway.
Having corresponded personally with many of the scholars involved with Wilber, and having met personally many of those folks as well as many of the team of folks who produced Wilber Naked and the Wilber Institute, I can say that there are a lot of decent souls involved who are bright, intelligent, intellectually curious, and who treat Wilber and his work lightly (as one should).
But there is something else in the dynamic, namely a sense akin to inebriation at the chance to meet or interact with the mythic shiny one. Basically, I think Wilber makes many people drunk (that is, most of the people I've encountered, including myself for a spell). Of course the deeply new age tribe is easily swayed given certain words, but I'm talking about more skeptical people. Folks who seek the kind of wisdom Wilber might offer also seek a social/spiritual revolution of some degree. To approach Wilber and his four dimensions of self in the world (named above) in a sober manner is really the trick, isn't it. I can personally count the number of people doing THAT on basically one hand, though I'm the first to admit the limits of my own thinking.
Anyway, continued good luck and I'll follow your work. I don't know that I always agree with some of your finer points on Wilber, but I don't necessarily disagree and I appreciate that you are bringing them to the public sphere for continued consideration.
So as I wrote yesterday, our car is now dead. It passed yesterday morning. We couldn't get it out of the garage, because the starter would not turn over. Nada on the engine sound. Which meant I had to crutch back upstairs and then figure out with Hannah what in the heck to do next. We cried and, yes, for moments even bemoaned our existance. Then we figured best to move on and try to think creatively about what in the effin' heck to do next.
So I took a taxi to work, which was a cool $20. We then wrote our family with an email update. We called a tow truck to take our car, a 1994 green Pontiac Grand Prix, to the shop. We were reluctant to do even that, because there was so much wrong with it, including the transmission, a wicked smell of coolant, and a persistant rattling from the engine area. But, alas, the tow truck could not move the car, still in the garage, because the transmission froze up. Not until this morning was the tow truck able to take the Prix away, only this time, it went to the car cemetary. Prix, RIP.
My dad volunteered his extra car as a loaner for a couple weeks, until we find replacement (cuz, you know, money grows on trees). His kind gesture we accepted immediately, so I left work early to hop an Amtrak train from Chicago to Milwaukee. This, too, was a cool $20, but you get so much more bang for the buck. I have always loved trains, how the rolling countryside meets the parts of town that you never otherwise see. I picked up my trusty copy of Sexual Personae and sat back in quiet meditation about art as an artifact of sexual desire. Ah, Camille.
A couple pages and a couple phone calls with Hannah later (to see how see is doin', cuz she's gettin' pretty close!), I arrived safe and sound in the downtown Milwaukee station. Night and day versus the Chicago Union Station, but the quiet living of Milwaukee still comforts. My dad called to say he'd pick me up in an hour, so I took a cab to the nearest Starbux, sipped my soy mocha w/o whip, and continued on with Paglia.
When time got close to pick-up by my dad, I crutched over to the pre-arranged locale, across the street. I thought to myself -- wow, I'm on crutches but thanks to the modern rail system, I still traversed 100 miles. Yay civilization, and that we chose to live just close enough (but not too close) to family. Then he was late and for .5 second, I was like 'good god' in Dad's general direction.
Anyway, amidst this contemplative moment, I whipped out the ole Samsung, as I am wont to do, and happened to snap this shot.
Then Dad arrived, and we chatted as he drove us to his home a bit north in the suburb of Bayside. I picked up his second car, and then took the 90 minute drive back to Chicago, in time to bring Hannah a late dinner from our favorite Milwaukee submarine sandwich shoppe -- Cousins -- and then out to a konking nice sleep. So all's well for now -- the loaner is about 15 times better a ride than our Prix (a name I shant ever mention). Now, to the business of those trees that grow aforementioned cash we aforementionedly need. Of course, such contemplation whilst in a air-conditioned ride is likely to stir more creativity than one not.
My father's law firm, where he is a longtime partner, is located on the top third or so of this building, the 1000 N Water St bldg in downtown Milwaukee.
On a more basic and spontaneous level, how about street musicians? Street musicians only flourish in the public realm, where there is a sizable flow of pedestrians, and where the environment is pleasant enough to linger for a while. Talk about frozen music -- some musicians specifically appreciate spaces like subway tunnels for the superior acoustics.
A good point to make. Living in Chicago, there are plenty of street and subway musicians, and I usually enjoy the enhancement quite a bit. Some people romantically think of the 'street musician' but quality can of course be a mixed bag. The good ones really add a palpable sense of excitement and groove -- solo saxophonists along Michigan Ave singlehandedly maintain the image of Chicago as a jazz city for countless shopping tourists. The dynamic to cite, which appears in line with at least part of New Urbanism's credo, is to anchor our 'visionary things' (be it architecture, compositions, paintings, poems, ornaments, or whatever) to some understanding of the human capacity to respond.
To be responsible means actually three things.
1) to be moral 2) to be able to respond, AND 3) to be able to be responded to.
The third is the most difficult but also, perhaps, the most important for artists to consider. There are various ways to do so. Wynton Marsalis has suggested that the jazz combo is akin to a family dinner; with all the talented instrumentalists in one place, you have to learn how, so to speak, to share the bowl of peas so that you get yours and others can have some, too. For Marsalis, jazz creation is a negotiation with the other musicians so that a real conversation happens -- one person talks, and the others can respond. Artists that hog have to deal with the fact that people won't want to play with them if they do.
But there's more to say. The following is what a full table of responsibility as artists looks like: to artists with whom we collaborate; to our interiority/intuitions; to our cultural artifact traditions and community; to our venue or mode of public display; and to the audience, who (as the work of Abigail Housen shows) have a full spectrum of possible responses to art (see my paper on her work, posted on over here.
With street musicians, like improv or stand up comedy, artists have the advantage of immediacy of audience responses. This mode of presentation is a great way to both achieve a responsible human scale of art, and a useful feedback mechanism, where the brutal honesty of people walking away while you play is enough to give even the most stubborn of our so-called 'genius artists' creative pause.
A perceptive reader responded to this post on New Urbanism with a letter that included these questions:
Relatedly, what really what a "new urbanist" music look/sound like? Instead of music created by "alienated geniuses" with no regard for the music's social function, how would we scale music for mixed human use? What about more public music?
Me: Good questions. One way to apply 'New Urbanism' to the field of music is to support the civic orchestras, chamber groups, jazz groups, hip-hop groups, acapella groups, and so on -- made of members/musicians from a community, who play the works of a community composer/musicians, and performed regularly in town squares. This might be a decent application of new urbanism to music. In some ways this would be a throwback to music/community relationship of yore, but it could be done in novel ways, too.
The basic impulse is to attach artistry to the needs and wants of the community, through presentations that the average community member can at least relate to, and not feel alienated by. You build the relationship slowly, giving full emphasis to the three gifts of art -- to entertain, to educate, and to enlighten. What happens with some artists is that they pick one or maybe two of the three, and dismiss the third. I believe that integral pieces of art, no matter what the medium, ought seek to offer all three to audiences.
One of the primary questions of our age -- what is art really FOR? -- can be answered in this way for music. Namely, music can be for the occasions of community gatherings. Scruton and others notably cite music's traditional social function. That is fundamental to music, generally speaking, and certainly in most cultures of the world. In the USA, jazz was social music before it was used for more abstract purposes. Bluegrass/western still retains its social roots, when it hasn't been used for bland commercial recordings. Rock is generally social, but also tends to seek an anarchic spirit that pushes many away. Hip hop is still largely social, but prejudice often keeps it confined to certain communities. The blues, while still social, suffers from cliche and often too much pomp.
If i were a 'community composer', i would make explicit that there is a spectrum of aesthetic attraction within the community, and a true 'community orchestra' would be able to at least touch on all or most of the major kinds of aesthetic preferences. As we all know, people in a community like everything from hip hop to jazz to classical to folk traditions from other cultures to rock to electronic to swing to sacred music. What an amazing orchestra that could play all of it! This reminds me of my ideas for a 'Flexflowchestra' back from long ago, only this time only for musicians. An orchestra whose members and composers are schooled in many major genres and styles of music, and who present the music in ways that honor each's roots, yet assembled in ways that point to the future.
TAKE ME OUT TO THE BALLGAME g o o s e d r o p s m d' s e x p e r i m e n t a l b e a t s
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Here is another of my experiments with acoustic piano, drum machine, and post-production delay. Like my last goose drop this one was done on a lark, on my porch with the window open (as if that actually helps in this sweltering Chicago heat-wave). This porch also is where Hannah and I have put our daughter's toy box, so the offical name is the PlayRoom, where daddy, mommy, and baby get giggly with our intuitions.
I've been involved with baseball from sometime since 1980 or so. I've played at the earliest level of tee-ball all the way through very fast pitch community leagues in Milwaukee. I quit playing baseball after my freshman year of high school because football, and the quarterback position, excited me more. But I've been a fan, mostly casual, to this day. I still remember the first Major League ball my Dad caught for me, at a Milwaukee Brewers game. Likewise my two visits each to Fenway Park, Wrigley Field, the old Comiskey Park, and Busch Stadium are all very fond memories, all for different reasons (which is part of the magic of baseball's best moments - how, like music, it amplifies everything else going on). I can still name many of the starting lineup for the 1982 Milwaukee Brewers team, that lost the World Series to St. Louis in a heartbreaking change of momentum.
The thing about baseball is that it is a game of incremental victories. You can't get too excited or frustrated about a single at-bat, a fielding gem or error, a win or loss, or even a slump or winning streak. There are 162 games over a long hot summer. It arrives with the coming of spring and departs with the turned leaves that fall off trees. The game is essentially unchanged for over 100 years, and in baseball's best environments, cultures, and ballparks, the magnification of history is palpable. The funniest thing is that in being a baseball fan, you are watching the awesome talents of a bunch of sensorimotor freaks. You aren't supposed to be able to throw a ball 95 mph, or hit it with a bat over 400 feet, or be able to cover that much ground in the outfield for that spectacular diving catch. It is a child's game, promulgated by the child's imagination in all of us, performed by a bunch of mutants. And it is quintessentially American.
I still watch baseball with the same naive wonder as I did when I first began to notice. It is a game of slow unfoldment, of sudden momentum shifts, of anticipation that only sometimes delivers, and raw magic of impossiblily come true. It is the closest thing America has to a secular, civic-based religion. When you have that bag of peanuts in your hand, the shells cracklin' under your shoes on the grandstand pavement, loud-mouth know-it-alls criticizing every move by the home team's manager, a swing and a miss on a whizzing heater, the whack then roar of a home run out of the park, and then the heart-breaking ball four outside that walks in the winning run -- this is timelessness. Beautiful, everyday timelessness.
But enough words...Check it out...And then check out more of Matthew's NEW MUSIC.
We must ask whether the equivalence of male and female in Far Eastern symbolism was as culturally efficacious as the hierarchization of male over female has been in the west. Which system has ultimately benefited women more? Western science and industry have freed women from drudgery and danger. Machines do housework. The pill neutralizes fertility. Giving birth is no longer fatal. And the Apollonian line of western rationality has produced the modern aggressive woman who can think like a man and write obnoxious books. The tension and antagonism in western metaphysics developed human higher cortical power to great heights. Most of western culture is a distortion of reality. But reality should be distorted; that is, imaginatively amended. The Buddhist acquienscence to nature is neither accurate about nature nor to human potential. The Apollonian has taken us to the stars.
WHY TAKE THE BRADLEY METHOD FOR CHILDBIRTH CLASSES?
Hannah and I are very glad we are taking our childbirth classes via The Bradley Method. We have a very good teacher who provides a very balanced and comprehensive overview of childbirth options (medicinal, technological, unmedicated, home, hospital, birthing center) and coaches us through various experiential exercises that foster increased knowledge about this nuanced and personal process, as well as deeper mother-partner connections more attune to discreet emotional and physical recognition points. If you wonder why to study the Bradley Method, here's some good reasons why.
Amidst yet another sweltering Chicago afternoon, my brother, back in town for a gig last night, asks Hannah, "Hey Hannah, how are you feeling?" Hannah replies, "I'm hot and big."
Both Victoria (from 7.15.05) and Tuff Ghost offer responses to yesterday's posts on terrorism. I'm still mulling some of their big points, but here are responses to a couple of the smaller ones.
With Victoria's most interesting entry (which goes much deeper than this small response), I was reminded of the following interesting facts about the history of the word 'Palestinian' as well as the history of the Israel/Palestine region, which are repeated here at The Corner and generally supported by this Wikipedia entry:
...I think it wasn’t terrorism that perverted [the word Palestinian]. It was public relations. As you say, there used to be Palestinian Arabs and Palestinian Jews. If anything, “Palestinian” was more often used to describe the region’s Jewish population. That community’s most important news medium was the Palestine Post -- now called the Jerusalem Post.
But at some point after 1948 – when the fledgling state of Israel was attacked by its Arab neighbors on all sides – it occurred to some clever spinmeisters that if the region’s Arabs could take sole possession of the term that would re-frame the debate. After all, doesn’t it simply make sense that Palestine belongs to the Palestinians?
The Israelis, along with everyone else, have been only too eager to accommodate this name change. It was seen as a minor concession.
Also, historically, as I’m sure you know, eastern Palestine, about 75% of the Mandate of Palestine became Trans-Jordan (meaning Palestine across the Jordan River) now simply known as Jordan. The majority of Jordanians – including BTW, Abu Musab al-Zarqawi – are as Palestinian as Abu Mazan.
Food for thought. And I heartily agree with Victoria that a real examination of terrorism ought go much further back than 50 years. And to fit the psychology of terrorism and terrorists into neat boxes such as red, blue, and orange is so woefully inadequate as to be laughable. Sufficed to say, I really appreciate Victoria's post (and I'll try to follow up if I can).
And Tuff Ghost interestingly asked:
About the evidence for SD research being lost, do you have any links or material that would be good in that regard? Because it seems to undercut the SD vs SDi argument pretty strongly. The new Wilber essay seems to crawl towards this position as well, as it underplays SDi as the most 'simplistic' way to talk about waves/levels/whatever and notes that Graves original research was based on one question to college age white males (!?) which is a little bit shocking.
Evidence that Clare Graves research data is lost is given here: "One fine day Dr. Graves cleaned out one of his sheds on his farm in Rexford, New York and apparently threw out a great deal of his basic research data which left him with only his test results." And from this PDF Newsletter from 2003, "Much of Dr. Graves’s original data is lost, and relatively few studies have been done which extend the theory much beyond what was available in the 1980’s."
Because Ken Wilber, through his own doing, has made a church out of Spiral Dynamics, he ought offer a far more public mea culpa than the deafening silence thus far (unpersuasive claims that begin with 'students of my work know...' and 'I have used SD's terms for popular audiences...'that try to wiggle away from responsibilty). In several books, numerous online essays, various videos, dialogues, and marketing on his site Wilber Naked, Wilber has used SD to dramatize and describe his theoretical model. His has treated SD like a 12 year old would treat a porn mag. And because SD and SD terminology is so heavily wedded to his work, it frankly ought call Wilber's entire scholarship and scholarly integrity into deeper question. One simply ought not treat a theory like SD (that rests on so little) as if it is proven and communally verified fact, at least if one expects to be taken seriously in the conclusions he draws from it. Wilber's work encouraged many many people to (mis)use SD terminology, and where has Wilberian SD gotten us? More confusion, if you ask me. Red, Blue, Orange, Green -- these are epithets for many, and Yellow, Turquoise -- these are sacred cows. What a waste, really, and Wilber's work and lack of attention to detail is almost entirely to blame. I will now proceed to artfully duck my head.
ANDRES DUANY, NEW URBANISM, ARCHITECTURE, MUSIC, & CONSCIOUSNESS
I really enjoy this interview with one of the founders of the architechtural movement known as New Urbanism. It is a movement that is people/community-driven, context-driven, and ecologically-driven. Read more about its philosophy here. Its co-founder, Mr Duany, offered some very good insights in this interview. Some kosmic kwotes:
(1) I do believe there’s one aspect to modernism that is useful, though, and that is the fact that it’s critical of existing conditions. Modernism isn’t content with things as they are. Unfortunately, it’s an alienated criticism, full of distance and emotional separation —in contrast to earlier movements that aimed for constructive change. Where older varieties of reformism wanted to take what exists and try to improve it, modernism just wants to throw away the past—lock, stock, and barrel.
(2) The avant-garde has built and built and built on the idea of the alienated artist. If you engage the reality of what people truly need in a building, you’ve “sold out.” If you haven’t fought bitterly with your client, you’ve failed as an architect. This is inscribed in the minds of students by academics who very often are themselves failures as practitioners. That’s a nice game, except what’s happened is that, as this has overtaken all the schools, the best architectural talent has been removed from action.
(3) [N]eo-traditionalism is more than just an attempt to revive something that has lapsed. It’s a juncture between the new and the traditional.
(4) There are some people who want to live downtown where the action is. They wanna live in a loft. Others like row houses. Others need single-family houses. Yet others seek space in the country. I insist that all of these should be available.
One problem is that fanatics like the rabid environmentalists only recognize one or two of these options as legitimate. Environmentalists want to green everything. Environmental law at this moment prevents the construction of authentic urbanism. You couldn’t build any great traditional city today if you apply the environmental laws on open space, separate uses, and so forth. One of the things I’m trying to do is to get environmentalists to accept that Americans have a right to the full range of habitats, from country living to high-density urbanism, and that the laws must be different in every type of environment. But environmentalists are so arrogant they won’t even engage in this conversation.
(5) There are two interpretations of nature. One places humanity apart from nature. The other says that humans are part of the natural order. Environmentalists favor the first definition, and that’s the source of many problems. I believe humans have rights to habitats that are paved over. Humans have rights to places like London and New York.
Because most humans like to live in relatively high density, they actually end up leaving most of nature alone. Not because some regulator forbids people from building a house where they want—preventing people from going where they want will never hold in a free society. Mandated urban boundaries will never hold, because Americans have rights, including a right to the pursuit of happiness. It’s actually market drive—wanting to live near services instead of in the woods—that brings people to cities. Since Americans have a right to live wherever they please, if we want to keep them out of the wheat fields we’re going to have to make cities so attractive that people don’t want to leave.
In any case, contrary to environmentalist claims and common perceptions, America is not running out of land. You could give every single American household one full acre of land, and it would only consume 4 percent of the acreage in the continental U.S. Four percent. And that doesn’t include Alaska.
I like the ideas (and results) of New Urbanism because it is a comprehensive, multi-disciplinary approach to urban planning that is an expansion upon the basic tenets of the American architecture tradition of Frank Lloyd Wright and his Prairie School, also highly ecologically-based.
As a composer, I am deeply inspired by architecture and perceive many sympathies with the field, because both architecture and traditional music composition deal in blueprints, complex grammar, ornaments, and unfolding structures. Buildings of any kind are extensions of the human body's need for heat-regulation and basic protection. Music compositions are extensions of the human body's capacity to detect primal patterns within sound for the purposes of food-gathering and community-building. In both cases, composition and architecture are variations on 'survival consciousness', extended into material object of form, shape, and texture.
Architecture is frozen music, sayeth Goethe; that also means that music is boiling architecture. Yet the deeper conclusion is this: architecture and music are both forms of consciousness, just a different levels of density. And each begin as intuition, midwifed by an artist with the courage to follow its subtle call.
From today's The Times Online, comes this important article by Nasra Hassan that seeks to give informed description to the beliefs, behaviors, culture, and social systems involved with Palestinian suicide bombers/terrorists. Here is the kosmic kwote, but be sure to read the whole thing, several times:
From 1996 to 1999, I interviewed nearly 250 people involved in the most militant camps of the Palestinian cause: volunteers who, like S, had been unable to complete their suicide missions, the families of dead bombers, and the men who trained them.
None of the suicide bombers — they ranged in age from 18 to 38 — conformed to the typical profile of the suicidal personality. None of them was uneducated, desperately poor, simple-minded, or depressed. Many were middle-class and held paying jobs. Two were the sons of millionaires. They all seemed entirely normal members of their families. They were polite and serious, and in their communities were considered to be model youths. Most were bearded. All were deeply religious.
I was told that to be accepted for a suicide mission the volunteers had to be convinced of the religious legitimacy of the acts they were contemplating, as sanctioned by the divinely revealed religion of Islam. Many of these young men had memorised large sections of the Koran and were well versed in the finer points of Islamic law and practice. But their knowledge of Christianity was rooted in the medieval crusades, and they regarded Judaism and Zionism as synonymous.
Most of the men I interviewed requested strict anonymity. The majority spoke in Arabic and they all talked matter-of-factly about the bombings, showing an unshakeable conviction in the rightness of their cause and their methods. When I asked them if they had any qualms about killing innocent civilians, they would immediately respond, “The Israelis kill our children and our women. This is war, and innocent people get hurt.”
This is an authentic attempt at understanding, developing, and presenting the nature of the contexts experienced by suicide bombers. The author earns the right to make conclusions. And it is infinitely more useful than speculative meta-analysis. (Note: longer version of this article, from The New Yorker, is here).